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Jewel tried very, very hard not to scream. This blond girl was obviously the only
help she was going to get, so screaming wasn’t going to get her anywhere. And she
didn’t want to ruin her voice; she still had another set to play.
But she was scared.
At first, it had looked pretty good once the other young woman showed up. She was
kicking some serious ass. Then one of these, whatever they were decided to forget
the girl and grab Jewel. Not a good thing. The other girl paused and saw Jewel’s
predicament. She winced and glanced at the other two guys. Jewel was not feeling
extremely confident about this. The two guys attacked the blond girl, while Jewel
stood frozen, afraid to move. The guy holding her snarled. He snarled. This
was really not fun.
Suddenly, there was an exclamation and the hold on her ceased. Jewel leaped away
and spun to see a dark-haired man plunging what looked like a . . . stake into the
man that had been holding her. He burst into a cloud of dust. Jewel blinked, wondering
if she was more tired than she’d thought. Or possibly dreaming.
She caught of glimpse of the man’s face as he passed beneath the streetlight, going
to help the blond girl. Wow. Personally, she liked skinny and blond, but she had
to admit this guy was gorgeous in the major sense.
Not that she was thinking about things like that at a time like this.
She watched in amazement and morbid fascination as together the blond and the newcomer
finished off the next two attackers as he had the first. Then they stopped, and looked
at each other, and Jewel almost felt pain just from the look on the girl’s face.
Like she was dying. She couldn’t see his face.
"Angel," the girl whispered.
"Buffy," he replied. Jewel bit her lip. She didn’t want to interrupt what
looked to be a reunion, but she had a few questions about the whole exploding-into-dust
thing.
"What are you—what are you doing here?" the girl—Buffy—asked.
"I came to warn yo—" he began, then broke off, glancing at Jewel. She offered
a tiny smile. Buffy winced and turned to her too.
"Are you okay?" she asked. Jewel nodded mutely.
"What-what were those?" she asked.
"Vampires," the girl replied shortly. Jewel blinked. Took a deep breath.
Wondered if it was time to place a call to the looney bin.
"Vampires," she repeated.
"They exist," Buffy said shortly.
"Buffy," the man said warningly. The girl shrugged in response.
"She obviously knew something was going on Angel. Besides, I’m not in an excuses
mood tonight," the girl said, something hard and very hurt in her voice. Suddenly
Jewel started and looked at her watch. She was supposed to be back on stage.
"I-I have to go…go sing," she stuttered, gesturing in the direction of
the Bronze.
"I’ll walk you back," Buffy said, and Jewel nodded, really wondering what
was going on. And who this girl was. And hadn’t she just said vampires were real?
The man, Angel, followed a few steps behind them.
"Thank you," Jewel said, when they reached the backstage entrance. Buffy
shrugged.
"No big," she said, "Hey, you’re a really good singer." Jewel
blushed.
"Thanks," she murmured, then heard the MC yelling for her inside. She winced.
"I have to go." The girl nodded and gave her a little wave as she pushed
the door open and walked inside.
"I’m right here," she said, getting the guy’s attention. He shoved her
guitar into her hand and pushed her out onstage. Jewel stumbled forward and took
a deep breath, summoning a smile and brushing a strand of light brown hair from her
eyes. She walked forward, sat down, and tried to concentrate on not making a fool
of herself in front of the crowded club. Hopefully she succeeded…she was too distracted
to tell.
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Buffy didn’t move, couldn’t move. She was afraid he would disappear if she did, like
he was some kind of dream. God knows, she’d dreamt this enough. Every night.
"Buffy," he murmured. Her head snapped up to look at him.
"Is that all you can say?" she asked coldly. He looked hurt. Why was she
saying these things to him? She wanted to run into his arms and sob and let out all
of the pain and misery of the last months. She wanted him to hold her and tell her
he loved her and he wasn’t going away again.
But he wasn’t holding her and she couldn’t let herself go. If she kept him at arms
distance, maybe it would be easier when he left again. Maybe.
"I’m sorry," he said quietly.
"Sorry?" she repeated quietly, a deadly note in her voice. "You’re
sorry?"
"I just came back to warn you." And then she knew, for sure. He hadn’t
come back for her. He didn’t want to be with her after all. The three months hadn’t
had an effect on him; they’d turned her into a wreck and they’d done nothing to him.
He had come to warn her.
"To warn me?" she repeated, trying to make her voice sharp so he wouldn’t
hear the pain.
"Spike’s coming back. He’ll be here tomorrow or the next day," Angel said.
"With Drusilla." Buffy’s mind tried to expand to take that in, but all
she could think of was Angel. He didn’t miss her.
"Thank you for telling me. You can go now," she said, turning and beginning
to walk away. She should go tell her friends what was happening, then she had better
go to the library and consult with…with books or something, since Giles was on some
kind of retreat. It had been a quiet summer and then when something *finally* happened,
he was gone! Yeesh!
Part of her wondered how she could possibly think that clearly when he was
there.
"Buffy, wait," he called, hurrying after her and grabbing her arm. She
stopped and turned back to face him. He was so beautiful. "Buffy, I came back
for another reason to." Her heart leaped.
"Why?" she whispered, not wanting to let the hope live.
"Because I needed to see you," he replied, and all her strength was gone
then, suddenly, and the tears finally came.
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"Didn’t you make some kind of deal with him or something?" Xander asked.
Buffy nodded.
"But he didn’t exactly honor it when he came and kidnapped you guys, remember?"
she pointed out.
"There is that," Oz said.
"So why’s he coming back this time?" Xander asked.
"Well the guy said he’s back with Dru, so I’m thinking victory tour?" Buffy
hazarded, shrugging. She didn’t really want to tell her friends that Angel was back
yet. It was hard enough dealing with it on her own. And she still didn’t think he
was planning to stay.
"We should probably go call Giles," Willow put in. Buffy nodded.
"That was my next course of action. You guys can stay though." The three
looked at each other, then shook their heads.
"The band–er, the singer is done, so it’ll go downhill from now on," Willow
said, glancing at the vacated stage. Buffy nodded again. It had taken her a little
longer to talk to Angel than she’d thought, and she’d missed most of the girl’s second
set.
"Right," she agreed, waiting for them to grab coats–not that they needed
them, but you never knew.
"Excuse me…Buffy?" a voice said. Buffy turned to see the girl she’d saved
earlier. She was tall–well, taller than Buffy anyway, and slender, with gold-brown
hair and intelligent hazel eyes.
"Yeah?"
"I was wondering if I could ask you…some questions?" the girl asked. "I’m
Jewel." Buffy shook her hand, summoning a smile.
"Sure. I’m sorry about dumping that on you earlier."
"No!" Jewel exclaimed, shaking her head. "You saved my life. Why did
you save me life?"
"It’s my job," Buffy explained. The girl gave her a blank look. "Sacred
duty actually." Questioning look.
"Like, with benefits and stuff?" Buffy sighed.
"Unfortunately no. No health insurance, no childcare–if I had any children–"
Buffy frowned. "No money actually, so it’s kinda a bum deal." Jewel smiled
quickly, then went back to looking puzzled.
"So you…fight vampires for a living? Except, no living?" she asked.
"Something like th–" Buffy began, and was interrupted by Xander.
"Did she just say vampires?" he asked, overhearing the conversation, then
looked at Jewel and demanded, "Did you just say ‘vampires’?" Jewel nodded.
Buffy’s mouth twitched upward.
"Xander, this is Jewel Kaufman. Jewel, this is Xander Harris. I saved Jewel
from vampires earlier and she kind of beat the truth out of me…okay, I told her what
they were."
"How many times do I have to tell you, it’s ‘gangs on PCP,’ " Xander scolded.
Buffy shrugged.
"We kinda have to go actually, are you done here?" Buffy asked Jewel. The
singer nodded.
"I was about to go home and I saw you…" she said, trailing off.
"Great, why don’t you walk with us a little and I’ll try to do the explainy-thing,"
Buffy said, smiling. Willow and Oz came up, hand in hand. Willow’s face lit up upon
seeing Jewel.
"You were so good!" she exclaimed. "I love your CD!" Jewel glowed
at the praise.
"Thank you," she murmured, her eyes gleaming.
"Jewel’s been initiated into our secret cult," Xander informed them. Jewel
looked alarmed and Buffy slapped his arm lightly.
"What this doofus means is that she knows about vampires. I decided explanations
are in order," she explained. Willow smiled and Oz gave the singer a cool nod.
"Hey, I really liked your fingering," he said. Jewel grinned.
"My ambition in life," she said. "Do you play?"
"Oz is in a band!" Willow exclaimed happily. "I’m a groupie!"
"You’re the best groupie in the world," Oz murmured.
"What’s it called?" Jewel asked.
"Dingoes Ate My Baby," Oz answered as they all began walking out of the
Bronze.
"Really? I love the Dingoes!" Jewel exclaimed. "My friend sent me
a tape a few years ago and I’ve been addicted ever since! This is so cool!"
"Hey, thanks," Oz said coolly.
"Did you say you were going home?" Buffy asked, realizing something suddenly.
Jewel nodded.
"Why?" she asked.
"I thought you were from Canada or something," the Slayer said, frowning.
"Oh, I am, but this is the last stop on my tour and I have some time off before
I have to go record my next CD in L.A. I thought I’d rent an apartment and stick
around here for a while. So I did," she explained.
"Cool. I was supposed to be explaining, wasn’t I?" Buffy inquired. Jewel
nodded with a good natured smile.
"Okay, picture this; beginning of the world, demons everywhere. Mortals come
along and banish them, but the last demon left mixes their blood with a human, and
vampires are born. Basically they live forever, can only be killed by sunlight, a
stake through the heart, decapitation and so on. You become a human by having your
blood sucked and then sucking blood from a vampire and it’s this whole big sucking
thing," Buffy said, waving her hands around.
"Anyway, since there’s all these big bad guys around, there’s also someone to
fight them. Namely me. Well, right now it’s me. In every generation there’s one girl
born with the power and skill to fight the vampires, yadda yadda yadda. I’m called
the Slayer and I have this sacred duty to save the world and all the people in it.
Is any of this making sense to you?" Jewel nodded slowly, looking slightly confused,
but pretty good.
"I think so," she said slowly. Buffy smiled. Xander patted her arm.
"It’ll come to you," he promised.
"It took us all a while to get used to," Willow said cheerfully. "Except
for Oz." Jewel turned to look at the musician. He shrugged.
"Living around a here, it explains a lot," he said.
"So why haven’t I ever been attacked by vampires before?" Jewel asked Buffy.
"Well Sunnydale’s…um…special. In a bad way. Basically, there’s these rifts between
dimensions and the one in Sunnydale goes straight to Hell. So all kind of nasties
gravitate here, especially vampires. Come to think of it, you might not want to spend
your vacation time here." Jewel chuckled.
"I’ll take that to mind," she said.
"Ooh, look gang, we’re here!" Xander exclaimed. Jewel looked up to see
the darkened Sunnydale High School.
"What’s here?" she asked.
"Slaying HQ," Buffy answered. "You wanna come in? If you wait like
ten, fifteen minutes I’ll walk you home, and that would be much safer than…well,
than me not walking you home."
"Sure," Jewel said, still pretty shocked about the whole vampires-being-real
thing. She followed them up the steps and waited as Buffy unlocked the door. "Hey,
who’s that guy that was with you earlier?" she asked. Buffy stopped. "Angel?"
"Angel," Xander repeated.
"Angel was here?" Willow demanded. Buffy winced and turned to face her
friends.
"He was the one that told me Spike’s coming," she said in as neutral a
voice as she could muster. Jewel looked from the Slayer to her friends, wondering
if she’d done something wrong.
"Why didn’t you tell us?" Willow asked. Buffy shrugged slightly, seeming
to draw in on herself.
"I don’t think he’s staying. I just didn’t want to discuss it," she said
quietly. Willow put a hand to her mouth and even Xander looked serious.
"You could have told us Buff," he said.
"I know," Buffy replied. "I just didn’t want to talk about it."
And then Jewel got it. She loved Angel. And he had left her. And now he was back
and she didn’t think he was going to stay. Did he love her too? And if so, why had
he left? And he’d seemed pretty strong too, but he obviously wasn’t this Slayer-thing.
There was a long moment of silence.
"Why don’t we go call Giles?" Oz suggested and the rest of them nodded
and walked down the semi-dark halls of the school, Jewel following behind, wondering
what she was getting herself into.